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Friday, July 27, 2012

#30 - Beyond Words

I'll wait,
Every minute and second waiting is worth it.
It's only a matter of time.
I hope you do too.

Mhm!
Awaiting the day,
to be right there with you like this.

I'm really sorry my dear readers.
I'm really, REALLY, busy with work nowadays,
I really don't have the time to blog anymore ): .
I promise after week 17 I'll be active on blog again!
So pardon me alright? 
I miss ranting things out here too!
Have a good night!
Ciao!

P.S. Doesn't matter dear,
          Don't force yourself,
             Having you around is more than what I can ask for,
                Alright dear?
        I Love You.

Signing Off

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

#29 - Happiness

Yeap.
I'm missing you more each time a second passes.
We may be miles apart.
We may not have everyday to spend together physically.
Still,
We'll stay strong.
These setbacks are what that made us how we are,
Right here,
Right now.


First thing I'd wish to do when I see you later.
Is to go crazy all over you roar!
See.
Nomnomnonomnomnomnomnomnom!


In the end.
I'd still quiet down.
Cherishing every moment we have together.
Giving you security.
Assurance.
Letting you feel that you always have someone who'd cherish you.
Gazing into your eyes.
Giving that silly smile.
Heh.


Then again.
It's always the parting that's the hardest to go through.
The misses kicks in whenever you leave.
Then the cycle restarts.


However.
The longer the time we spend together.
The stronger we become.
(I can safely say I fulfilled most of it up there)
There are so many things I want to do with you.
All I ever want is to be able to spend time with you every single day.
I'll give you my care,
comfort,
concern.
I'll show you what's love,
I won't be a repetition of your past.
I'll write history myself.
A history that you're not afraid of having now.
And the future?
We'd fight every shit that comes to us.
Life's a bitch.
But we'll find a way.
Together.



Thank you for those words dear.
I really appreciate everything you did for me as well.
It's already blissful enough to know that I have you aye?
Sorry I haven't been blogging these days.
You know my workload too ): .
I'm so looking forward to later.
I can't explain how much I miss you right now x_x .
It's really overwhelming.
Hope time passes fast alright!
And hope you're excited too!
I love you honey,
You know I do.
Cause we'll always be stuck to each other.
And no one can change anything about that!
Hehe.
ROAR!


Signing Off.


Sunday, July 15, 2012

#28 - A picture is worth a thousand words.







Very.












I need it, Somehow.
I'm afraid I'm asking too much,
But I need more,
I guess..





















      I hate how my mind works,
      I see a laughing stock when I look into the mirror.
















I'm just going to let the pictures do the talking,
Kinda tired.
Mentally and Physically.










I want to be,
Assured...


Always will,
For you.





Signing Off.

Friday, July 13, 2012

#27 - Spazzing.

I will continue believing,
I will continue fighting,
Fight for the reason why I'm here,
Fight for the reason my heart beats,
For you,
Darling.

---

Ok i just got electrocuted accidentally,
Now my hand is spazzing like mad,
It wouldnt stop,
Gosh,
Hope it gets better.

Signing Off.

#26 - :l


Thursday, July 12, 2012

#25 - Control.

Always have,
Always maintaining,
Always improving.

Yep,
Control.

In work,
games,
temper,
desires,
emotions,
and hella' more things you can think about.

It can be very rewarding despite the pain it drags along.
So,
Perseverance comes into play.
Without it,
you'll just lose control one day.

---

Lots of work to do,
Lots of deadlines to meet,
Lots of things to think about,
Lots of obstacles to overcome,
Lots of new problems to face,
Lots of stress to relief,
Lots of emotions to deal with,
Lots of desires to hold back,
Lots of feelings to manage,
Lots of "Lots of" you can think about.

Maybe,
Just maybe..
This is part of life we have to go through.
I've told myself to let nature take it's course.
To overcome what's coming at me,
and lay low to stop creating new problems for myself.

Just for today,
After I've seen my classmate cried in class.
I thought to myself,
Is it good to contradict what I feel,
from what I depict myself to be in reality?
I'm fine,
I've always been fine,
in everyone's eyes.
Except for a few,
family, good friends and my precious.
Will there be one day,
just one day.
Everything take's a toll on me,
and I just go crashing down in front of everyone.

Honestly,
I feel,
that I'm lacking something in me.
Well,
maybe "lacking" isn't the right word.
I don't have enough of something,
I want to feel more..
More,
I just don't know what it is.
Rah..
I need a miracle.
I hope everything'll be fine after I wake up from my sleep.
I'll stop here I guess,
sorry for ranting,
guess you've had enough of what I have to say.
Nights peeps,
have a,
great day.


P.S Im sorry,
      Idk why I'm saying it but,
      I just feel a need to.
      And please be honest with your feelings.
      I beg you.
      Please..

      I love you.

Signing Off.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

#24 - Desires.


Desires are individual,
but happiness is common.

I will not let my desires blur my vision,
of making others happy.

It drains a man,
Lust's passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes.



Monday, July 9, 2012

#23 - Farewell

Farewell jie,
I know we haven't been talking quite a lot.
Been busy with alot of things!
Have fun in Paris ya,
take care,
god bless you!
Miss those talks with ya!
Hope to hear some news from you soon!
Well,
provided if I'm free ): .
Sincere apologies jiejie!

Once again,
bon voyage and take care!.



--



Yes dear.
Honey coated words,
Specially made for you,
and only you,
Honey :) !


Won't be blogging much today!
Very tired tired tired,
finally can rest..
Sorry for the scarcity in posts readers,
don't really have time to blog ): .
But rest assured I won't stop pouring my heart out!
Nighty nights~


P.S. ROAR :D

Signing Off.

#22 - Green.

“Jealousy, that dragon which slays love under the pretence of keeping it alive. ” 

Yes,
I'll master it for the best!

I recognise your efforts,
but I'll still try my best!

Friday, July 6, 2012

#21 - 明天会更好



我相信

明天会更好






                                     P.S

            

Signing Off.

#20 - Flaws

Yes,
everyone has flaws,
but yours?
I've learnt to love you,
as well as your flaws that you brought on with you.
There are so many happier times we have,
compared to all these little little tiffs we have too.
And yes,
the happier scale weighs much much more than the tiffs.
I've learnt to accept your nature,
your personality,
your character.
So,
don't blame yourself for not being good enough.
You're always the perfect one in my eyes.
Alright?
A big big hug for you.

I love you, honey :).

Thursday, July 5, 2012

#19 - Tired.

                      
I hope this really happens, 
I really need some sleep
):

I've been a little busy to blog the past few days,
sorry bout that.
This is gonna be just a short post as well,
early day tomorrow.
Manage to finish my work for tomorrow.
There's still a hell load of work due next week.
Urgh!
Weekends gotta get burned man!
Really hoping that the semester would end fast,
I really need that break omg.
Been having migraine a lot lately,
gah,
painful painful headaches.

Why don't we have a lot of the things we want?
Instead,
we get a lot of workload and unnecessary stress.

Oh well,
but at least days aren't that bad with friends around.

And yes,
not to forget a special someone who's making your every single day brighter.

Hope I don't crash and burn with all these work on my shoulders.
I'm turning in soon,
waking up at goddam 6 to 7 tomorrow morning. 
Sheesh!
Nights people,
have a great day ahead!
Yes,
a very great day!
TGiF!

Signing Off.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

#18 - Stay strong!

Yes, as I said.
Life goes on, 
Friends are there for you.
Cheerup,
Take things easy,
It'll be a better day tomorrow.

:) - a BIG smile for all.

This post,
is for ALL you sad pricks out there!
What's wrong with today!
I know it's only 2 days into school week,
but don't be so down alright?
I feel for people,
whenever friends get real sad,
I'm affected in a way too.
That's why I'd give up my own happiness,
just to see everyone smile!
What for show my own sadness,
when it makes other people sad seeing me sad as well.
A mask of joy always do good,
to make other people smile,
so that you'll feel better.

I'm not telling you guys to put on a mask,
it's good to share your problems and talk to someone you feel comfortable with.
Don't be so pessimistic about life,
.. Although I'm quite a pessimist myself.
But I must say,
we live for a reason.
We're young,
don't let these setbacks bring us down to the ground.
Stand back up,
if there's something obstructing you,
BREAK YOUR WAY THROUGH.
All you need is just,
courage,
a little tinge of hope,
a little speck of belief,
and full determination to live your life to the fullest!
Cherish what you have now!
Friends and family,
and especially if you have people you Adore,
right to the core.
They play a part in your life,
even if they're a source of your unhappiness,
I'm sure there are TONS of other times where they made you happy.
Don't dwell on the unhappy moments,
think of all the happy times when you're all hyped up.
The happiness,
always meant to be remembered.
So,
FRIENDS ARE THERE FOR YOU.
Go to school tomorrow,
smack their backs,
joke around,
have a good talk,
tease each other,
laugh at each other,
you never know what's installed for you that'll blow your day away!
Things will be better,
it always does,
it's only a matter of time.
So hang in there alright?

And to those who're facing relationship problems,
do what you think is right.
If they're treating you the way you shouldn't be treated,
then LEAVE them.
I know it's easier said than done,
but at least you know life's gonna be much happier without them.
Friends,
like I said,
are always there for you.

If you're the one making a mistake,
repent.
DO NOT EVER leave your other half alone,
unless they requested for it.
Talk to them,
no matter if they are ignoring you or not.
They'll be reading everything you said.
They'll still feel something,
it's just that you won't know cause they choose not to tell you.
So make them feel LOVED,
make them feel SECURE,
give them the COMFORT that they deserve from only a special someone,
YOU.
Make sure you try your very,
VERY,
best not to make the same mistakes again.
Have a good talk after things have settled,
and find out the problems behind everything.
If it's a misunderstanding,
then apologise to one another.
Or you could just turn a blind eye to it.
What matters most is that you both stay happy together.
Let bygones be bygones,
CHERISH what you have now like I've said.
Once they're gone,
you're NEVER,
getting them back again.
Stay strong and FIGHT for that special someone you love.

And remember,
Never,
and I say,
NEVER!

I'm saying all these,
because I've found that special someone,
who used to be a total stranger,
but became someone special to me.
I know how it feels to be heartbroken,
I know how it feels to be EXTREMELY happy,
by the little things they do,
they say.
It's always memorable,
aye?



I hope my post helped you guys to feel better,
no need for thanks if it did.
I'd appreciate a comment in my tagbox if you don't mind as well.
Stay happy alright? 

:D - Another BIG smile for you guys.



P.S. I love you.

Signing Off.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

#17 - Blues

Bingo.

Monday blues is kicking in.
Really, really BADLY.
Mood swinging here and there,
but am trying my best not to show it!

Yes I'm blogging in school,
it's so boringgggggggggg.
VERY relieved for my project work grade,
teacher showed us our grades up till now.
Yes,
I GOT AN 'A' YAYYY.
Time to work even harder!

She's still sleeping,
awaiting her text or call.
Really miss her voice although it's only been 7 hours or so.
Was hoping we could meet today cause it's Youth Day,
but poly just has to screw things up, 
sigh ): .

P.S. Wakey wakey dear, 
       I'm waiting !

#16 - 雨过天晴

I'll be the someone,
just for her.

Look at the time now.
It's Youth Day tomorrow yayyyyy,
but I haz no horleedehz.                                    ):
Why oh why.
I'm not tired at all either,
wonder why too.

Failed to blog yesterday night,
awfully sorry for faithful readers.
Things happened,
don't ask me what,
things are back to normal.

It's the start of a new week,
and the start of a new month.
Time flies eh?
Once strangers,
now a clique.
Once carefree,
now a busybee.
Once stressed-free,
now a stressed-up teen. (again)
Work,
it's all about work.
We teenagers are stuck in this vicious system.
We know it's killing us,
but we're still doing it,
for what?
For ourselves.
Like my parents told me.
We don't work hard for them,
not for anyone.
We work hard to achieve what we aim for,
what we yearn for.
Yeap,
so that's what I'm going to do,
get through this cycle for fools,
and start a new life!

-
Went for homecoming at CHS yesterday,
was a pleasant sight!
Seeing the friends I've spent time with two years before,
the teachers I've missed so much,
whom spent so much time on me trying to buck me up,
tolerated so many questions of mine,
and so many attitudes I gave.
I will always remember your hardwork given in to me and the class!
I will not let you guys down! 

Ex. Left - Mr. Daniel Yong (Form teacher)
2nd Left - Wong Hong Song
Middle - Nigel Woon
2nd Right - Me
Ex. Right - Some weird boy photo crashing.
Hell yeah!
-

It's been a quiet day at home today.
Sprained my ankle,
couldn't really get anywhere.
Somehow it miraculously healed during the night.
Spent the day playing,
playing,
anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd,
finishing my 1623 work :p .
Honestly, 
I'm kinda worried for my project work.
Groupmates aren't really listening to me.
I've clearly given them tasks to work on,
but still,
been 4 to 5 days overdue.
I really don't know what to do with them :\ .
They're my friends,
but it's still my grades as well..
I dont't know which to keep,
dilemma much..
So I decided to just..
Lay low and see what happens I guess.
At least I've been trying my best to improve my work,
done some researching,
not a lot though.
Still have room to improve on myself.
Sheesh!
Lazy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


I don't feel tired at all,
maybe because it's Youth Day tomorrow.
Hahahahaha,
but still..
WHY DO I HAVE SCHOOL.
Gah ): .
Oh well,
am gonna stop the post hereeeee.
Nights peeps,
Have a great blues ahead! 


Someone's playing Triple Town with her head down,
sheeeeeeeesh I know your hair is nice to look at,
especially with that blue clip of yours :p.

P.S No matter what happens I'll be there for you,
       Alright babe?
       I'm sorry for yesterday,
       It's taken it's toll on me somehow.
       I still feel the pain though,
       But I'm sure just a little more of you,
       I'll be fine alright.


P.S.S I love you, I really do.


P.S.S.S
                                         Balloons, I promise.

Signing Off.