#15 - This and that.

Literally,

feeling like this right now.

Mind too screwed up to blog anything tonight,

sorry peeps.

The shag-ness taking it's toll on me.

Still have to go for CHS Homecoming tmr at 8,

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Alright off I go,

sorry bout yesterday!

I blasted somehow,

but I'm fine now.

SMILEY :D .

P.S I'm just afraid things might happen when I'm asleep.

       I'm just afraid I'm asleep when you need me most.

       I'm just afraid other people takes my place when you needed someone to talk to.

       I'm just afraid of this and that.

       But still,

       I just want to wait till your parents sleep.

       I just want to sing a song to you.

       I just want to hear your night farewells.

       I just miss you.

       I just want this and that too.

       Aye?

       I love you darlin'.

Signing Off.

#14 - FUCK

WHAT
THE
FUCK.

Very nice pissing people off eh ?
Talk behind my back la,
talk some more.
Another one also,
help already kena scolded.
NICE ONE.
WHAT'S COMING UP NEXT?
TELL ME.
THROW THEM AT ME,
I WON'T BE FUCKING NICE TO ANY SHIT RIGHT NOW.

#13 - Another day

Morning peeps.

Officially feeling like this,

no mood to do work at all..

#12 - Hugs

                                                  A hug is all we need.

School ended in a jiffy today.
Went over to pick my girl up from her school.
Had a great time together.


That feeling when you've seen her after so long.
Nothing words can describe.


Went to take a stroll at a park.
Had dinner over at Sakae's.
Then,
we parted.
The day ended so quickly,
really wish I could freeze time.
Really wondering when will be the next time we meet.


It's 12 now.
Too late to do any work,
I'll finish them up when I wake up tomorrow,
hopefully..
Bed's calling.
Night peeps!

P.S. I really enjoyed the day with you.
        I appear to be stoning sometimes cause
        I kept thinking how good would it be if time were to stop at moments.
        And I love how you bid farewell to me in the train,
        Very sweet of you dear,
        I love you!


P.S.S Next time whennnnnnnn D:


P.S.S.S Keep playing TT ): .

Signing Off.

   

#11 - Misses

I miss you, 

Beyond words to even describe this feeling.

Short post,

I just completed my projects for GSM tomorrow,

PHEW.

Alright basically the day was fine!

Nothing much happened too.

Soooooooooooooooooo,

NIGHTS GUYS ROAR.

P.S Go darling go!

      *Rapes shift+3*

      //humphumphumphumphump//

      LOL!!

Signing Off.

#10 - I'll Change

 Yep, there.

Woke up in the morning at 6:50 a.m to her voice again,
felt soooooooooooooo blissful.
Chatted till about 7:20 till I gotta prepare myself for school,
yes, the all-time dreaded school.
Felt funny seeing all the faces i usually see on the way to school aha!


Had a test on first period,
it went well.
Very satisfied on how I've done for it!
Totally slacken off during the practical after that,
really had no mood to do it at all,
especially when the holiday mood is still lingering inside of me.


Lunch time at 1 p.m,
was already half-dead starving at that time.
Talked to my girl for a while before her class started too!
Felt good sitting down with my clique and joking around,
really missed those times before the holidays!
Good grief we're back!
I know you guys are seeing this,
You guys mean a lot to me ok! 
Hahahaha,
I'll stay as the cheerful me no matter what,
just to keep the spirits up around you people!
If you have problems you can always come to me as well ok!
What are friends for :D.


Ended school after my 1622 module lecture,
it's like,
the first ever time I didn't fall asleep during that lecture,
felt a sense of achievement LOL.
Dear sent me a text that really moved me,
it really washed off the dull and tired mood I was having.
Loved it.


Went home and played a game before having dinner,
and yes,
dinner sucked.
Hate cauliflowers ): .
Had a really looooooooooooong shower,
totally drained for the day.
Played a few more games,
and completed my work! 


For now, 
I'm just waiting for my her to get back on the call.
Guessing she's afk cause it's so quiet O.O .
Off to bed sooooooooooooooooooooon ! 
Oh she's back, 
heard the door shutting!
Alright,
another day of school tomorrow.
Good luck to all! 

I really appreciate all those sweet messages dear,
Loved them dearly,
And love you too.


I would change whatever you don't like about me,
Just tell me and give me some time,
I'll change,
For you.

Signing Off.

#9 - J. Prevails

Hey, who's that guy there?

Naw who cares I have my eyes on my pretty girl.

Wait.. What?

Just got back from school not long ago.

Roar.

Dinner sucked as well,

hate cauliflowers ): .

Will blog more about the day today later!

Time for a shower,

then on to my homework!

#8 - Motivation

-' If you fail to plan, You plan to fail '-

YES, I VOW TO MYSELF.

I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO NEVER,

E-V-E-R,

FALL ASLEEP IN CLASSES AND LECTURES AGAIN!

Hello again.

Been quite a tiring day today.

Had quite a rough night yesterday,

flipped and flopped in bed,

couldn't sleep so i decided not to.

Stayed up to study and learn a few new songs to sing to.

Went home from gram's at approx 11 a.m.

Was planning to surprise my girl with a song when she wakes up,

;- I won't give up, by Jason Mraz -

It's a hard song to learn so I thought I could have more time to practise before she wakes up.

Unfortunately.. 

Naw I wouldn't use that word.

Fate just wanted to let me hear her voice much earlier,

it must have known how much I've missed it.

Yep, things kinda worked out I guess.

-- Hope you enjoyed the half-sung song dear!

Continued to finish up my GSM Project,

only thing left to do is to burn that crap into the DVD.

Took a short 4 hour nap and woke up at 4 p.m.

Studied since then.

Stupid tests won't stop comin' man.

Played a few games halfway through!

Today wasn't a bad day I guess,

just a little less happenings here and there!

Had a rather peaceful time!

Well,

gotta go to bed soon!

Let's all hope the first day of school would be great!

Also hope that I don't screw my test up ): ..

Good nights to whoever is reading my blog,

I would appreciate if you would tag yourself in my tag board on the right.

Sweet dreams ya'll!

P.S                                                    Signing Off.

#7 - Roar!

Yep, hehehehe.

Yep, work hard to be what you want to be.

And not fall into what you don't wanna be.

-

ROAR

-

But sometimes I just don't feel like studying at all T.T..

#6 - I'll be there

Yes dear, always for you.

Share the problems together,

Face them together,

Overcome the obstacles.

Alright :)?

Happy Birthday Grandma! 

You'll always be loved!

School holidays,

OVER.

Man, time flies.

Dreading school man.

Shit load of work piling up man.

When school starts i'll finish them off,

Every fucking single piece of 'em!

Roar!

Jy on your speech!

You know who you are :p

I'm always here to help if you need me.

Anytime, anywhere! 

P.S Believe me, alright?

       I love you.

Signing Off.

#5 If Only..

If only I could bring you wherever i go,

Like this. <3

Just a short post today,
The day went pretty well,
Although there may be some trips along the way,
But whatever it is,
Things will be better after all the shit.
Just Believe,
and Hope.


-' Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
   All this time how could you not know?
   Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me. ';

Signing Off.

#4 - Different

I'm nothing like him, I'm me.

We lead a different life from what we had last time.

Nothing would be repeating itself.

Even if it's the same actions it wouldn't be the same people.

And the difference?

I'm not giving up,

I'll hold on to you,

That's why I'm with you right now.

That's why I chose you.

There are bound to be ups and downs in everything.

Stepping stones to learning.

Knowing what we need for each other.

So please don't apologise for being my girlfriend.

Cause it hurts..

I love you.

#3 - Some things are better left unsaid

Bored = Stone

Grrrrrr for Grumpy

Yes, yes just woke up from a 4 hour nap.

Didn't sleep the wholeeeeeeeeeeee night.

Yep! 

Grumpy day ahead,

Grrrrroar!

#2 - Useless

The day's been rather, indescribable, I guess.

Morning was greeted warmly with her smile.

Been a great deal of misses since I've seen her left in that carriage,

and there's bound to be more of it in the upcoming days.

The happiness I feel due to her presence is, priceless.

Practically stayed at home today, well, so to speak ''yesterday''.

It's 2:19 a.m. now, early, huh?

Haven't gotten any work done, 

Well, 'Touched' to be exact.

I wouldn't say I've wasted my holidays,

cause it was really a good time to get settled and prepared.

What have I been doing?

Yes, League of Legends.

Which I found out to be the one causing the mood changes most of the time.

I had well, quite a number of bad games today..

Really bad..

Yep, and that turned my warm morning into a,

Dull & Frustrated one.

Firstly, I'm very, no .. Utterly disappointed in myself.

For letting my emotions get ruled over,

by a game.

Secondly, due to that, I've affected the feelings of others.

Yes, it sucks, I deserve a slap for that.

Thirdly, I haven't had anything else, except for my brunch.

Which kinda explains why I'm kinda grumpy.

Fourthly, my migraine's been acting up. 

Today's was one of the major ones.

It feels as if something just struck my head,

Inside out.

I literally twitched as it came up suddenly, just like that.

Still hurting now though, 

Sheesh..

Lastly, I know I've affected her one way or the other.

Apologies doesn't seem to be legit,

what's done is done.

No matter how down she feels,

She'd try to put on a smile and says she's fine.

I've always believed in my own instincts.

Furthermore she's my girl,

I know when she needs me.

Still, 

I'm sorry babe.

I'll make you feel better, 

It's a promise,

I Love You.

She's playing a game without me now,

Hope everything goes well for her.

Just had a quick shower to drown off some thoughts,

Really refreshing.

With a cup of coffee to come after as well.

Ahh,

Guess I'm going to rest a little more,

Head's beatin'.

If only, I could wish upon a star.

For everything to be better,

And for me to be right there beside you,

Always.

Signing Off.

#1

That moment, when nobody trusts your judgement at all, nor knew what you were thinking.